I know...I know....

It's been a really long since I've blogged. Mainly because I just don't feel like I can write very well lately, and feel as though no one will really care whether or not I update this thing. I have been feeling very negative lately...about...everything. I guess it's because I am growing at a very rapid rate and my body image is non-existant. I know that most people enjoy being pregnant and all that jazz, but I have to be honest - I haven't been enjoying it that much. I do admit that feeling and seeing her move is pretty amazing, but selfishly, I can't help but feel pretty nasty all the time. I am constantly wearing all of these hideous, boxy looking shirts, my stomach is huge, and I can't sleep at night (I am normally a 9-10 hour a night sleeper), so I feel like a huge walking blog of a mess! I can't walk like I'd like to, and she is pushing on some nerve so my sciatica is bother me a lot. MS asked me a little while ago why I was in a bad mood, and I responded to him the best way I knew how, "I can't sleep at night, I wake-up tired and can't have a cup of coffee, I have a bad day at work, and then I come home and can't have a drink! So, yes, my dear...I AM in a bad mood!" Now, don't get me wrong, I am EXCITED to have a little baby girl in a couple of months, but I am tired of waiting for her to come out and play! I want to hang out with her NOW! I don't want to have to carry her in my belly another 12 weeks...I just want to meet this little girl I have been dreaming of.